Just prayed to a God that I don’t believe in
‘Cause I got time while she got freedom
‘Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don’t break even
Ray Rice is the headliner while Ferguson police officer still had a job.
Thought it was just a little crush I would try & bag & then be done with. Well that couldn’t of turned out any more opposite. & now here I sit full of regrets, memories, & heartache. Tired of crying but it seems to be all I can do. All cards were in his hand & he’s chosen to make me play 52 pick up 😢
.. wanted something good but my insecurities, over-thinking & his vagueness had me trying to control every little detail & that might have been what stopped us from building something great; to me he didn’t care & to him well I don’t really know. cared too much, tried too hard, just wanted him to like me. learned a lot about my self but it does feels like it cost me more. I fucked up & genuinely it hurts me more that I hurt him than it hurt him. He can easily just walk away from the situation feelings aside as if nothing ever happened. Is it a learned technique, that it never mattered, or is that my cross to bear? Full of questions, so much to say, with no words to express it. Weird feeling
I can’t stop this ache
I’m addicted to your allure
And I’m fiending for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
he’s pretty and dick pretty. heeyyyy
I WANT HIM!!!!!!!!!!